At the beginning of the fourth week, one of the observers told me, “I think you didn’t try hard enough.” She asked her instructor to help me and introduced an experienced teacher to me. I became happy because I began to enjoy Americans' thinking and dreams in the new class, which was something that I couldn’t get before. Although I was not so homesick, I still wondered if the culture fitted me well. If God would have given me another chance, I wouldn't leave my country and my boyfriend.
Then one day, my new teacher concluded that I had fought and fought again.Yes I had fought for what I want. I didn't realize that I was fighting until my teacher told me. At the age of 20, I knew what I wanted very well. That is, living a peaceful life, not pursuing power and money at the cost of my inner peace. In the past, I regarded my father’s wish as my wish. It is my wish that I should have fought for. The experience makes me profoundly aware that if I follow others’ instruction and force myself towards some reluctant goals, I will not be happy. However, if I insist on fighting for myself, things will turn around.
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